Moving On
This is it. This night has been a huge stepping stone in my life. I know in a couple weeks I can look back and not be crying, I know in a couple months I'll be able to look back and start feeling like myself, I know in a couple more months I'll be able to look back and be happy about my decision. But right now it sucks.
I'm beautiful. I have a compassionate personality. I have a warm smile. Some day a guy will see me for who I really want to be seen. Who has the same deep love for me as I have for them. Who loves me for being ME.
I think I would have actually broken if I didn't have people here who love and support me. Thanks to a lot of breakthroughs and realizations, I finally have to put this part of me to rest. And I'm finally confident that I can go through with that.
One day, things will be normal... We'll... I'll.. be able to look back and laugh about this point. One day I'll be able to say I love you, no strings attached, just here it is and there's nothing more. And I wish it could be different. More than anything in this world I'm thankful for what you've done for me and given me.
I'm just making memories.
11:09 PM
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