Share's Sharing

Wow. So if I counted up all the people who are moving to Australia that I know, guess how many it would be?

7.

And that's not including the people who are all "I wanna move there soon".

Seriously. I'm never gonna even visit Australia. It might steal my soul too! What's the big deal about Auz? I understand that it's beautiful, hot, nice beaches, and you don't have to tip, but is it really that amazing?

I feel so... relieved.

my little sister graduated tonight.
it was so fantastic!
she looked stunning & i'm
just so so so happy for her!
i'm going to make the best of
this summer before she takes off
on me to attend uvic.

she's beautiful, smart, peaceful,
halarious, and overall the nicest
person you could ever meet.
she holds my family together.
she deserves the best and i'm
so happy i'm here with her.
i love you as far as the east
is from the west, johanna.
i hope you're having an
amazing time on the cruise,
you deserve the best!

ALL MY LOVE AND MORE,
congratulations grad of 08!

Share is...

Currently sitting in "My Pants", listening to the Beatles, waiting for "Lost" to load. Eating cherries, one menthal cigerette by my side [don't hate, it's not a pack], smiling about last night and oh so happy that the Ciprelex is finally kicking in. Or maybe it's just a damn good day.

Last night was great! Melissa FIIIINALLY turned 19 which is awesome. For obvious reasons. Her mom is so sweet and tons of fun. And Mel looked SO cute last night!

I'm stoked that it's summer and we don't really have to have a real reason to get together and have tons of fun. And it's nice that there's one more friend who's of legal age ;-)

My mom read my journal.

I feel like I don't have a normal "mother-daughter" relationship with my mom. We're either fighting like two cats or we're the best of friends. Maybe that is "normal". But I've always been honest with my Mom about things happening in my life. She knows the good, the bad, and the ugly. I rarely keep anything from her. Except sometimes. When I put it in my journal.

My journal is the only place that I'm 100% honest with myself... It's something I have always done and my journals mean a lot to me. Having someone read between the lines of my life isn't something I am too keen on. Especially when the excuse is, "Well, it was just lying there..." Holy respect my privacy. And the worst part of it, is she's come clean to me and now she's grilling me on each and every thought that I have.

This is why I have a blog, Mom.

I like sharing what is going on with my life... To an extent. I can choose to share what I want and keep what I want. You've violated that. And for all I know you could choose to hold issues over on me and use it to your advantage. It's not fair to me, and I already am SO open with you.

Guess I have to go pre-teen here and find a hiding spot for it...

i pulled the whole "i'm late on rent cuz of you" excuse to my boss so he'd finally pay me. this morning is the moment of truth... supposedly anna and i are finally getting our cheques. we'll have to see if he pulls through cuz i've heard his line of "i'll meet you with your cheques" before.

it looks like thursday and friday are gonna be rain days. if that's the case, at least i have a couple of days to set up my room at mine and beth's. it's finally happening. beth and i are so frusterated, and we can't wait to start putting together our place. i would be going crazy if i was her. she's been living in the suite for the past couple weeks even though she can't technically do anything to set up [minus her room]. so i'm happy that it's finally getting sorted out.

there was a mis-communication with us yesterday, and i thought that i could move in. so i took maui and all of her stuff, got there and it still wasn't ready. so i had to leave maui... who's so freaked out :-( i'll be going back tonight though, i feel so bad for leaving her.

i'm excited for the weekend. i get to see some people who i haven't seen in a while, and celebrate melissa's 19th birthday! i'm feeling better than the weekend, so hopefully by friday i'll still be excited and ready to go out and have fun :-) it was so great to hear from erica :-) oh, and today's heather's last full day here for a while before she goes to NYC tomorrow!!!! i'm so jealous! she's going to have so much fun!

i hate not being able to sleep. i hate the feeling where your mind is awake but your body is tired. i hate having no money. i hate that i'm not moved in. i hate how i'm not happy. i hate how i can't speak my mind. i hate 32 foot ladders. i hate how i don't matter. i hate father's day.

I'm so freaking tired of getting dicked around with the housing situation and the job situation. It ends tomorrow.

Hey Lovely:

I love you if you're a size zero or a size 50; That will never change. And if you "gave me space" I wouldn't be able to stand being away from you.

Take a deep breath and remember all the people in your life who love you to bits and pieces. You don't have enough fingers for all the rings you would own. Or toes.

I hope your day was fantastic, and I hope tomorrow's even better.