Share's Sharing

i've found a way to make my job bareable!
take night shifts and bring a book or my lappy!
it's way less stressful...
so i'm changing my pref card for nights.
woot.
hopefully that works out better.
plus if i work nights i dont' have to spend
money on the bus since we get free cabs.
why didn't i think of this before?
it's crazy just as i'm like UGH i can't
take this anymore...
life's like it's ok share. here's a solution.
this takes care of a few more blips too.
people still stress me out on the phone
but it's wayyyy more bareable and i don't
freak out. i'll just have to get used to
a different sleeping schedule.

i don't want to blame anything on a sickness
if that's not the case, but i think something
may be chemically imbalanced in my brain.
i don't have depression... maybe i can just
blame it on pms lol. but i go from being
extremely happy to confused in 2.0
i think a lot of it has to do with my financial
situation, and i'm doing a lot better now
but i still have a long way to go.
thus my decision to stay in edmonton.
i don't have the finances to move back,
i have it really good here with the rent that
i pay, the roomies that i have. we'll see
where i'm at in april 2009 or closer to then.

jenn and i will be gradually making our house
into "our own"... the spare bedroom [that
eventually will be spare... it's occupied by
one of my roomies right now :-P] will become
our tv/comp/spare room. it'll be crazy going
from five girls and a baby to
three and a baby! all this moving
and such will be taking place at the end of
april. regan and becca will be moving out as
of may 1st, unfortunatly. but it'll be okay,
we'll still see each other. hopefully they
will find a place close to the LRT station
so they'll be easy to get to!

lots of change happening within the next couple
of months... it also includes two trips home
for me for weddings! that's quite exciting,
two of my friends getting married. it'll be
the first weddings of my close friends i've
had growing up. i'm quite excited to be a part
of that. ALSO i'm hoping josh and jodi will
maybe be moving to edmonton in the summer.
fingers crossed for that, i miss jodi a lot
and of course josh.

i'm very blessed with great friends back home.
i love that even though i'm here in edmonton,
i have them supporting me from back home.
not even including my family, i really enjoyed
getting all the snail mail, emails and YEY
presents recently because of my birthday.
i'm STILL getting goodies dropped off, so it's
quite exciting! thanks for the support and
thoughts :-) i promise i will get to calling
the ones who i've said i would catch up with...
it's hard with the whole you work, i sleep,
i work, you work, you're out, i'm in thing. lol.
i WILL keep trying :-P