Share's Sharing

I just found some blog entries from an old Nexopia account from three-ish years ago. I thought I would post one of the little diddies I did and then do it again for what I'm feeling right now.

March 26th, 2005

::I Am:: A girl -scared of growing up- in a woman's body.
::I Will:: Learn to appreciate changes.
::I Miss:: Care-free summer days with no worries.
::I Hear:: Myself crying at any time.
::I Smell:: Bannik bread, the ocean, dusty roads.
::I Have:: Many wants, but not needs.
::I Trust:: My mom's feelings above my own.
::I Worry:: That I will never experience a guy's love.
::I Regret:: Not telling Felicia that I loved her.
::I Love:: Talking with S & G
::I Dance:: When I'm alone, knowing I look ridiculous, but not caring.
::I Sing:: All the time, it makes me happy.
::I Can't Stand:: The way you make me feel when you're with her.
::I Loose:: All control.
::I Like:: Daydreaming about other times.
::I Listen to:: You like I'm a sponge sucking up water. I want to know more.
::I Need:: To get motivated.
::I Know:: That people care about me. Even if that's not you.
::I Hope:: That I will be beautiful in Your eyes.
::I hate:: Being left out.
::I am always:: Thinking about how this could be different.
::I want to:: Understand what you're thinking.
::I Crave:: A love that no friend could give.

Today

::I Am:: Feeling like I need to do something BIG.
::I Will:: Gradually figure out what's best for me.
::I Miss:: Your smell.
::I Hear:: Voices in my head [not scary ones!]
::I Smell:: Banana pancakes
::I Have:: So much love to give.
::I Trust:: That I will turn out alright.
::I Worry:: I went overboard.
::I Regret:: Not telling you what I truely think.
::I Love:: My roomies who keep me sane!
::I Dance:: When I feel like it.
::I Sing:: Not as much as I used to.
::I Can't Stand:: How manipulative you are.
::I Loose:: My head when I think.
::I Like:: When you smile.
::I Listen to:: Country music and Jan Arden.
::I Need:: To know that it's gonna be okay.
::I Know:: That this is where I need to be.
::I Hope:: That I find true romance.
::I Hate:: The roller coaster ride.
::I am always:: Regreting things I've said and done.
::I want to:: Get inside your head.
::I Crave:: Acceptance.